My all time favorite quote cause its true. soooo much has happened since i last updated! Ive been working my butt off. i got a new beautiful car...which i love so flippin much! me and frank are super happy together. he got me a promise ring for valentines day : ) it made me happy. prom is coming up. graduation is coming up. i cant wait to get out...i realize how fake most of the people are now and how you shouldnt really trust anyone...but anyways thats all i feel like saying. heres some random quotes and stuff!!!! Don't confuse the people who are
always around with the ones
who are always there . I want you to look at me like
you've never looked at anyone else.
I want you to look at me like
I have something other girls don't. And instantly, I feel so complete. It hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek and you give me this feeling and it's like no other feeling. But it knocks me off my feet. Please don't ask me what I like about you cause it's every little thing you do. And that's just the way you make me feel. Reading is sometimes an ingenious device for avoiding thought. don't be so quick to judge me. you only see what I choose to show. Sometimes, you just need to be
alone. Sometimes not even your
best friend needs to know. I remember everything about that night.
The memories keep coming back to haunt me.
They cut deeper than any knife. The truth is, there is no line. There's only
your life, how you mess it up; and who
is there to save you, or who isn't. you stole him away;;
hooked up with him
[andabsolutelykilledme]
but when i see your name on
a bathroom stall wall, i'll
still cross it out. cause you were
only my best friend for life right? I'm fine. I mean, not that I'm over it, but little by little it's getting easier to pretend it's easier, which means easier might be right around the corner. 
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so i thought i would. me and frank are doing amazing. we've been together for 1 year and 3 months. im so glad we have each other. hes the most amazing boy in the world. so i might be a diabetic. take my glucose tolerance test on tuesday and im so nervous. i hate when they take blood! trying to get moved up to be a manager at work. who knows when that will happen? going to actc in the spring. im excited about that one : ) also ive learned that its true.when you lose a best friend there will always be a hole in your heart and it hurts.
you made my life miserable for a while but you havent in a while. and for some dumb reason i still miss you. even tho you tried to take everyone away from me. including my b/f. this was a dumb fight and you proved how immature you are. but for some reason i would still be your friend. maybe im dumb but its true. bleh. you said i screwed you over but no you screwed me over. but its fine. see how dumb i am that i actually still care. oh well tho. i guess i will go now! even tho no one will read this! 
I LOVE YOU FRANK!!!!!!
love always,